I wanted to write an entry that wasn't sad but expressed how many things in this life that I am thankful for. For example, I spent the afternoon with my parents today. We shopped, ate, and then went to the movies. How many kids, I mean adults, can say that they love to hang out with their parents?? Another example, Kevin has been without a job for almost 5 months now. When he first lost his job, I didn't know how we would survive, how we could pay our mortgage, or how we would pay all of our bills. By the grace of God, we haven't missed one bill, paid our mortgage every month, and can even enjoy ourselves(like go to the movies!!!). I could go on and on with examples but you get the point.
A year ago, on Christmas day, our world would change forever. We woke up on Christmas morning not knowing how our world was going to change. I was about 5 weeks pregnant and just so thankful for all the many blessings in my life. We went to the movies that afternoon(we like to go to the movies ;-) and by the time we got home, I knew something was not right. We then went to the hospital to learn that I had a miscarriage. So many things raced through my mind as we(me, Kevin, and my parents) sat there and cried. I am one that needs to know answers and of course, I wanted answers right then and there. It's funny, God doesn't work that way. He plants answers for you in your everyday life. I'll never forget the nurse that was in my room that night. She had asked if this was my first pregnancy and I told her it was. She then went on to tell me that she miscarried twins and another single pregnancy. She got teary(which I thought nurses never did - they are the tough ones, right!?!?!?) and simply said, "It will be ok." That was easy for her to say but she was so right, everything was going to be ok. Even though it wasn't for awhile, everything was going to be ok.
So, a year later, I sit here on the couch feeling this little monkey kick me in all sorts of places. We have been blessed beyond measure and can't wait to meet our sweet angel. This year the meaning of being thankful takes on a whole new level. Not only are we welcoming a baby, but my brother and sister-in-law are having a baby in 8 weeks!! What a miracle that our family is growing by 2 in just 2 months! We are excited beyond belief! I can't wait to be an AUNT!!!
I hope that all of you have the merriest Christmas! Gotta get back to my wrapping and baking!!
Many blessings this Christmas season!